Self-Paced Course · 6 Modules · Led by Dr Alla Demutska

Meeting Your
Inner Critic

You do not need to silence it. You need to stop taking it as the truth about you.

6 modules over 6 weeks ~4 hours total 6 months' access Optional weekly email drip
Enrol · $197
Intro price: $197 for the first 50 members. $297 after.

Your inner critic just got louder.

If any of these are the voice in your head, you are in the right place:

I do not recognise myself.
It is never good enough.
I should be doing more.
Even the wins feel hollow.
You are past it.
Who am I now.

For most of your life the critic had a job. Be good, be capable, be needed, and being those things kept you safe. It kept you loved. Then midlife arrives, and the roles that gave the critic its purpose begin to loosen. The children need less of you. The body changes. The woman in the mirror is not the one it learned to protect.

When the scaffolding that justified being perfect starts to fall away, the critic does not relax. It gets louder, because being good can feel like the only thing standing between you and becoming invisible.

Research on self-criticism suggests it does not run on the reasoning part of the brain. It runs on the threat system, the same circuitry that fires when you are genuinely in danger. That is why arguing with the critic, or reciting affirmations at it, so rarely works: you are trying to reason with an alarm, and an alarm does not answer to logic. It answers to safety.

Perimenopause changes the ground underneath this. There is a range within which you can meet stress and still stay steady, what clinicians call your window of tolerance, and the hormonal shifts of these years can narrow it. So the same voice you could once hear and set aside now cuts deeper and stays longer, because you have less room to hold it, not because it has become more true. You are not failing, and you have not gone backwards. Your baseline has moved, and the critic is simply louder against a nervous system with less room to spare.

This course is for that. Not making the critic go away, but meeting it, understanding what it is so afraid of, and building a different voice to stand beside it.

Most women in midlife have a voice that has been running underneath their thinking since adolescence.

It catalogues what you have not achieved. Compares you to other women. Predicts where the next failure will come from. Scolds you for resting, for asking, for needing.

You have probably tried a lot, and much of it has helped. What it has not fully reached is the part of you that holds the critic, because that part is older than language. It does not answer to reasoning alone.

The work is not silencing it. The work is changing how you listen.

If any of these sit close to your actual experience

The woman who holds everything together

You look capable from the outside, and you are. Career, relationships, responsibilities, all held. Underneath is a voice that has never let you rest properly.

The woman who understands it, and it still runs the show

You have read the books, done the therapy, named the patterns. You know exactly where the critic came from. Understanding it has not been the same as being free of it.

The perimenopausal woman losing tolerance

The strategies that used to work are failing. The voice is louder because the buffer is thinner.

The woman entering visibility

You are being seen more - as a leader, as a mother, as a writer, as yourself. The critic gets loudest exactly when the stakes get real.

Start free, then six modules. Six weeks if you go steadily. Yours for 6 months.

Each module has a video (10-15 min), an audio practice (10-15 min), a workbook you can print or fill in on screen, and a weekly reflection prompt. The pacing is designed for women who want to actually do the work, not consume more content about it.

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Free · Start here

Meet Your Inner Critic - the free guide

Begin here, before anything. The free guide gives you the whole picture: why the critic forms, why silencing it does not work, a two-day noticing practice, and a short guided audio. Open the free guide →

01
Meeting

Meeting Your Inner Critic

Chair-work practice borrowed from schema therapy and IFS. You place the critic in a chair across from you and address it directly - name, origin, purpose, the voice it borrowed. When a woman sits with the critic for fifteen minutes and lets it speak, the origins announce themselves.

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Function

What the Critic Is Trying to Do

The clinical hinge of the course. The critic is not the enemy - it is a protector who learned very early that being critical of you first would keep you safer than being criticised by others. Naming what it is trying to do is what allows the fight to stop.

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Ally

Meeting Your Inner Ally

Introduction to a different internal voice. Not positive self-talk. Not affirmation. Not replacing the critic. A voice trained on accuracy and warmth that can stay with you while you are struggling.

04
Skill

Listening Without Obeying

The critic does not stop arriving. What changes is whether you follow its instructions. The practical work: choosing one situation where the critic usually wins - rest, asking, visibility, pleasure - and practising hearing it without doing what it says.

05
Integration

Living From the Ally

Morning practice. End-of-day practice. Micro-moments of allying with yourself instead of policing yourself. The critic does not disappear. The centre of gravity shifts.

06
Reclamation

Joy & Pleasure Reclamation

The endpoint. The critic specifically suppressed rest, eating without guilt, beauty, desire, taking up space. This module gives them back - not as bonus extras, but as the test ground where the ally either lives or stays theoretical.

Dr Alla Demutska

Dr Alla Demutska

Clinical Psychologist · DPsych (Clinical) · AHPRA

A clinical psychologist with 15+ years across Australia, Singapore, and internationally, and Clinical Director of Counselling and Psychotherapy at The School of Positive Psychology in Singapore. My work centres on women in midlife, drawing on schema therapy, ACT, attachment, and polyvagal theory, among others.

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The thinking behind this work

If you like to understand a thing as well as feel your way through it, these are pieces I have written on the critic. They are the ground the course grows from.

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Change the voice you live with.

Six modules. Yours for 6 months. Work at your own pace, come back to it whenever the critic gets loud.

Enrol · $197
Founding price for the first 50 members. $297 after. 6 months' access.